I’ve always been fascinated by beauty culture. I grew up watching YouTube beauty gurus like they were my older cousins, learning about contouring before I even knew what bone structure was. Michelle Phan, Blair Fowler, and Jaclyn Hill were my go-tos, among many, many others.
I spent more money than I’d like to admit on the CVS makeup aisle, practicing looks in my bedroom, and quietly washing them off before I left the house. Not because I wasn’t allowed to wear makeup, but because it intimidated me. If I’m being honest, it still does.
